Thursday, November 24, 2011
Lost
That I have no idea what I am supposed to believe. I don't even know what I believe. I like to pretend that I know everything about how life is supposed to function but really I am just as lost as everyone else. I long to find a faith that I can truly and completely believe. I feel like I get on God's nerves with all the things I do wrong and keep doing wrong. I wish things were more simple and straight forward. I strive to be a good person and I might make some mistakes along the way or fall into a few ruts but I do the right thing and only wish that the answer to life's big questions were black and white however everything seems just a little gray to me
I think I hate my mother
She finds every reason to pick a fight with me, get me into trouble with my dad and treats me like I’m supposed to take care of a family of 4 while she just goes around trying to lose weight and regain her youth.
I die a little every time she looks at me, because I know she always has an ulterior motive to whatever she does.
She loves stirring trouble and sitting on her ass, watching the trouble unfold.
She cheated on my dad- the psycho bitch, she cheated on the kindest, loveliest man I have ever known- and he can’t do anything about it because I have exams till next June.
God, this is pathetic. I’m whining here, while she tries to hide from me the fact that she spoke to my enemy’s mother even after my dad and I told her specifically not to.
I just want all this to just go away.
I die a little every time she looks at me, because I know she always has an ulterior motive to whatever she does.
She loves stirring trouble and sitting on her ass, watching the trouble unfold.
She cheated on my dad- the psycho bitch, she cheated on the kindest, loveliest man I have ever known- and he can’t do anything about it because I have exams till next June.
God, this is pathetic. I’m whining here, while she tries to hide from me the fact that she spoke to my enemy’s mother even after my dad and I told her specifically not to.
I just want all this to just go away.
I think of dying, but that would mean leaving my dad alone with that bitch.
It hurts so much, and sometimes, I just count the days till I get to leave for university
It hurts so much, and sometimes, I just count the days till I get to leave for university
In Love with a married man
i was having an affair with a married man who had two children and things were pretty ccol till i met this guy in my new office where i was newly recruited in mumbai.
He was a senior in technical deptt so had frequent communication with me,i think i m in love with him and guess wat he too is married and happily married i think he too is falling for me but i m not sure so to summarize i m going around with 2 married men at the same time……………………
He was a senior in technical deptt so had frequent communication with me,i think i m in love with him and guess wat he too is married and happily married i think he too is falling for me but i m not sure so to summarize i m going around with 2 married men at the same time……………………
Some Real Confessions
Can't stop thinking about her
There's a girl I talk to, I cant stop thinking about her. I think about her all day and dream about her most nights. When I think about her I get an adrenaline rush, so I have a constant adrenaline rush all day. The other day I was talking to her and this put me in such a good mood I was happy all day. I think she likes me sometimes when I look up in class she's staring at me, she wants to hang around with me alot. I want nothing more than to be with her. I've liked girls before but nothing like this. Am I in love? What should I do?"
There's a girl I talk to, I cant stop thinking about her. I think about her all day and dream about her most nights. When I think about her I get an adrenaline rush, so I have a constant adrenaline rush all day. The other day I was talking to her and this put me in such a good mood I was happy all day. I think she likes me sometimes when I look up in class she's staring at me, she wants to hang around with me alot. I want nothing more than to be with her. I've liked girls before but nothing like this. Am I in love? What should I do?"
Mistreated a classmate
When I was in first & second grade, I was involved in harassing & making fun of a girl in my class. I think she was from a rather poor family & would sometimes come to school without bathing or not dressed appropriately for the weather. Once, a "friend" pointed out that she was not wearing underpants as the whole class sat in a circle & listened to the teacher read. We sat & whispered & giggled about it until the girl realized what we were doing. She was just mortified. I'm 40 years old & I've done worse things than this, but THIS is the thing I'm most remorseful for. She moved away a couple of years later & I have no way of finding her to apologize. I'm actually afraid that if I were to track her down & apologize, she would just tell me to go to hell. I hope she has had a good life & I'm terribly sorry for my behavior. I hope she would forgive me but I'm not a forgiving person myself & it's a horrible way to live. - M
When I was in first & second grade, I was involved in harassing & making fun of a girl in my class. I think she was from a rather poor family & would sometimes come to school without bathing or not dressed appropriately for the weather. Once, a "friend" pointed out that she was not wearing underpants as the whole class sat in a circle & listened to the teacher read. We sat & whispered & giggled about it until the girl realized what we were doing. She was just mortified. I'm 40 years old & I've done worse things than this, but THIS is the thing I'm most remorseful for. She moved away a couple of years later & I have no way of finding her to apologize. I'm actually afraid that if I were to track her down & apologize, she would just tell me to go to hell. I hope she has had a good life & I'm terribly sorry for my behavior. I hope she would forgive me but I'm not a forgiving person myself & it's a horrible way to live. - M
Dandruff
i enjoy picking my dandruff then picking it out of my nails and making a big pile with them. i expecially love big chunks ok them gettting stuck in my nails.
i enjoy picking my dandruff then picking it out of my nails and making a big pile with them. i expecially love big chunks ok them gettting stuck in my nails.
I want to fight
I am a 23 year old female, I am a professional, and I really want to fight. Not with anyone in particular, I just have frequent urges to just get in a fight with someone... I mean like a serious fight. I have not told anyone about this as I know no one would understand. Heck I don't understand either. But I am really close to just go out to a random bar and just pick a fight with another woman.
I am a 23 year old female, I am a professional, and I really want to fight. Not with anyone in particular, I just have frequent urges to just get in a fight with someone... I mean like a serious fight. I have not told anyone about this as I know no one would understand. Heck I don't understand either. But I am really close to just go out to a random bar and just pick a fight with another woman.
Dork Love
I'm in love with the biggest dork and I have never been happier with any other guy. My friends don't approve. I am torn.
I'm in love with the biggest dork and I have never been happier with any other guy. My friends don't approve. I am torn.
stolen car
I stole a car that was a friend of mines mothers while they watch me do it. They didn't see me enough to know who I was but they watch as someone drove away with thier car. My friend was distracting them when I did it.. They never found out who did it. We left the car after we had some fun with it and it took about 2 weeks before the cops found it.
I stole a car that was a friend of mines mothers while they watch me do it. They didn't see me enough to know who I was but they watch as someone drove away with thier car. My friend was distracting them when I did it.. They never found out who did it. We left the car after we had some fun with it and it took about 2 weeks before the cops found it.
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